Wow…
I knew that minding the whole of my life was about minding the WHOLE of my ENTIRE life ….but some things can be so damn complicated!
I have had to pleasure to encounter someone who is challenging me to open not just my mind… but my heart. This can be worse than Algebra!!!
We all have a desire to love and be loved but because of past experiences and love lost, we shut down and build walls. (I am going to need some dynamite to tear these suckers down!!!) We think we want love but we become afraid of being hurt. We believe that if you don’t open up no one can hurt us.. but the reality is…if you don’t open up.. no one can love you.
And that is because you are not ALLOWING them to love you.
It takes so much courage to be vulnerable. I know it does. I was just told that even with all the hurt and disapointment, it is still all worth it. It is intoxicating and invigorating . Vulnerability is truly about displaying the beauty of who we are without all the masks, agendas, lies, deceptions and preconceptions.It is about exposing the truth of you!
THAT. IS. SOME. HARD. SHIT.
I type that with a smile because I know better! It is so much easier to see beyond the surface in the lives of others but not always so easy when we look at our own. I have told friends that they need to be open to love to receive love. That they have to trust themselves and trust life if they are to get what they “say” their heart desires. When we are closed we are doing 1 of 2 things. We are asking to attract people and experiences that mirror how CLOSED we are (and then wonder why we can’t find love.) or We will sabotage anything that looks remotely like love because it is not in harmony with who we are at that time.
So.. once again.. it is application time and it is time to be honest with ourselves and our heart! It is truly time to let go of yesterday and the delusion that I am not in control of my life or my feelings. The truth of who I am yearns to love unabashedly and deeply and intensely and with abandon. Dare I strip naked and reveal all?????
There is only one answer.
YES! YES! and YES!
I know that the only power that exists is love and everything else is just a judgment of percerption, it is time to live it instead of just thinking it.
I knew that minding the whole of my life was about minding the WHOLE of my ENTIRE life ….but some things can be so damn complicated!
I have had to pleasure to encounter someone who is challenging me to open not just my mind… but my heart. This can be worse than Algebra!!!
We all have a desire to love and be loved but because of past experiences and love lost, we shut down and build walls. (I am going to need some dynamite to tear these suckers down!!!) We think we want love but we become afraid of being hurt. We believe that if you don’t open up no one can hurt us.. but the reality is…if you don’t open up.. no one can love you.
And that is because you are not ALLOWING them to love you.
It takes so much courage to be vulnerable. I know it does. I was just told that even with all the hurt and disapointment, it is still all worth it. It is intoxicating and invigorating . Vulnerability is truly about displaying the beauty of who we are without all the masks, agendas, lies, deceptions and preconceptions.It is about exposing the truth of you!
THAT. IS. SOME. HARD. SHIT.
I type that with a smile because I know better! It is so much easier to see beyond the surface in the lives of others but not always so easy when we look at our own. I have told friends that they need to be open to love to receive love. That they have to trust themselves and trust life if they are to get what they “say” their heart desires. When we are closed we are doing 1 of 2 things. We are asking to attract people and experiences that mirror how CLOSED we are (and then wonder why we can’t find love.) or We will sabotage anything that looks remotely like love because it is not in harmony with who we are at that time.
So.. once again.. it is application time and it is time to be honest with ourselves and our heart! It is truly time to let go of yesterday and the delusion that I am not in control of my life or my feelings. The truth of who I am yearns to love unabashedly and deeply and intensely and with abandon. Dare I strip naked and reveal all?????
There is only one answer.
YES! YES! and YES!
I know that the only power that exists is love and everything else is just a judgment of percerption, it is time to live it instead of just thinking it.
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