Minding your Business….
Is much like seeking balance in EVERY area of your life. I am working on minding all of my affairs including business, finances, my spirituality, my personal life, school, real estate, my health… the whole of my life.
Each day I am presented with an opportunity to manage all that is on my plate and being presented to me. We get what we ask for then struggle to juggle…
Despite outward appearances… J I have to look within and evaluate because my happiness depends on it! I am not happy when I allow “let myself off the hook.” It is sooo easy to do what is easy but so much more gratifying when we do what is in our hearts to do.
Accountability is a theme for me and I am learning to prioritize and become mesmerized by my own power to be ME.. my own power to control what is in front of me…what is best for me.
I am experiencing growing pains as I struggle with breaking old habits. I am currently STRUG-A-LING with of my desire to run away when the going gets tough… I have to learn to wade thru things that don’t come easy so I get to a point where there is no such thing as an obstacle.
I am taking an Algebra class and it is KICK-ING –MY –ASS!!! But that is because I don’t want to study, I don’t want to pay attention, I don’t want to do a damn equation, slope, fraction…. I barely want to multiply!!!!!!! But now it is no longer about what I want to do… it is about WHAT I HAVE TO DO. Once I complete this class I will have my degree.. and that means that the habit I acquired of feeling defeated by long division and calculating expressions can be NO MORE! I must become strong in the areas where I am weak and develop dexterity. I must remain focused on the goal and keep my mind on what I CAN accomplish or all of this will have been for…nothing.
This is not really about distributive property or exponents… this is about commitment, discipline and practicing the art of completion.
This is about stamina.. PLAIN AND SIMPLE.
This is the time for me to grow up.. Coming with me???
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